here comes the pain again, showing me who they really are.
i can't find any reason to move on, and i jdo anything just to make me feel better.
well... i don't know what the hell i am still doing here. can someone there teach me the real meanins of the life, and why it has to be so bad?
it is really killing me inside, to see those people that i loved the most faiding away, in front of me, and i am here, just looking at them, without doing anything.
every time i turn around i found my heart in pieces on the ground, and i don't wanna do anything to get better.
(later i come back and put a little more things)